Feverishly Done..

Hah..Got a bad fever last 2 weeks ago..
Found out bout it on Tues..Got worse on Wed evening..
Had to call ma Mum on Wed night to fetch me on Thurs..
Got home,sweat da hell out of myself.I literally sweat till Sat.
Ain't a good experince.
Especially when i've not gotten sick for more than a year ++.

I've got no excuse for not blogin durin tat week.But i guess i'm lazy tats all.heh.
Got not much to write either..Except for how much i've suffered durin tat time..
I dun think u wanna hear tat.
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So last week?Basically life is juz da same as it's alwiz is.
Get to class.Try to sleep early.Read my Bible(not alwiz).
So its juz pretty much boring.This leaves me pretty much to think bout stuff.
Unessary stuff if i might add.Bout people around me(girls),stuff i do(being a bzbody),game tat i can't play(yet),personal projects(halfway through).
Haih,guess i'm pretty much confused.

So da floorball league tat i'm in ended yesterday.My team places 3rd.
Not so bad.
So it seems tat my team is great in defence and is on offence majority of da time.
I've scored twice on tat particular week.Neva scored since then.Sad.
Really hope i can score somemore.
But tats wat u get for not enough practice n trainin.
Tats y i'm gonna start trainin again.

Today at dinner,its seems tat there's a snatch thief incident at da place my family had dinner.Some of u will know its da western food stall by da roadside.
All tat happen is tat i heard a scream then a roarin of a motorbike.
Its confirm a snatch thief incident later by some word of mouth.
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Wow,missin 2 weeks sure makes this lots of writin.
So now allow me write a part of wat i've been thinkin lately.
Girls,i a guy so it is inevitable tat someway somehow i'm gonna notice girls everywhere.I'm sorry if this makes me sound like a serial stalker.
I know its normal to be attracted for a girl with a nice face.But it stops there.
Its juz stops at attraction.Apparently i dun know tat girl i can't fall for her.
Well i can still be attracted to this particular girl but it alwiz start n ends with me lookin at her then lookin away.I wonder if this is normal.

My last 2 crushes,i fell for them cos of wat they are inside n not because they r pretty.Sadly i tend to know them 1st before they know me.Most of da time they don't.
So wat r da chances of me findin my dream girl?
She has to hav da same interest as i am.Sports(floorball,badminton,basketball) and drama arts.Pc gamin,anime,manga n facial is a plus.Of all this,mental maturity is a major plus.The chances is might be well as none.My last 2 crushes only has one of my major interest.

I guess i like to know a girl tat i can really talk with.As well as sharing dreams n interests.I do find it hard to talk to less than matured ppl as well as ppl who dun take me seriously.Knowin a girl tat can understand me is another 1/mil.Heh..
Wat can i say.I'm hard to understand by most ppl.
I'm talkin too much..Ciau..

PS:-I'm workin at PC Fair this Fri,Sat,Sun.If u wanna buy a notebook,do come look for me yeah.

On a added note..

Yesterday,went to da RGBC youth meetin.
Somehow wat i've felt last Sat make sense to me now.
If floorball i wan to be better than ever.
Y not try to be better for Christ!!
Life like floorball is fast and furious..
U score a few goals but u still feel tat u r not good enough.
Yeah,i guess this means i wanna continue grOWin in Christ..
Da only time u stop growin is when U die or when Jesus comes back.
Heh..I've got a lot of growin to do..
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Juz talk bout this to a fren.
Its bout my last 3 MAJOR crushes.
These r da crushes tat i get da "willies" or rather da "heart attacks".
Most will know wat i'm talkin bout.
Lets c.We talk how tragic endin of all my crushes are.
1st crush came to know bout my feelins for her.
Forced me to say it.Endin?We din become a couple.
2nd crush din know bout my feelins at all.
Think its a good thing?Think again.
Its starts well enough to turn into a love-hate feelin.
3rd crush is da most tragic of all.
Confessed to her(almost force),in the end i de-confessed(un-confess,etc) to her.
Do u c da pattern here?Tragic huh?
I feel like tellin da 2nd crush soon bout this expired feelins.
Juz wanna know her response.Wanna take a vote?
Although i've no feelins for her watsoever anymore.

Hehe..guess u guys got to know me a little more today.
Ciau..
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I'm a Happy Happy guy Today!!

Wa hahaha,
Today!!At da floorball RGBC league I scored a total of 2 goals!!
Not much but its better than last week.Which i got no goals or an unallowed goal.
Argh!!I'm still not satisfied with myself.Gotta train!!
I've goten better compared to last week.
I wanna grow!!Heh..talkin like a kid..feels like a kid again.
Hmm..i wanna do as much as posible or i feel like i got not much time left.
No i'm not dying..Juz feels like it.
Anybody who wans to be my personal coach can call me.heh.

The latest Bomb attack in London.
Although i dun show anythin physically,I feel sick to the core.
I think bout ppl who died.Hav they know Christ?Why did they die?
How will this benefit anyone?It feels like its so easy to kill nowadays isn't it?
Then i think bout ppl in Malaysia.
In the news,all i hear is are "Malaysians" safe?.Are they all rite?
I understand that Malaysians tightly knited(?).
But wat bout ppl who are not Malaysians?
Do we forget bout them sayin its their problem?
Haih..I dun claim to be all good for humanity either.
All i know it doesn't feel right.
I pray GOD use this for his purpose.

After 3 weeks,i expected tonnes of stuff to write.
Heh,i'm getin old.Bye.