Then and Now...(13/11/06)

Its been 2 weeks since AYA Dream Malaysia Awards.
A day that has bless me totally.
First time i'm ever involved in a production such as this.
I was involved as Media Coordinator on da Videos and Media side.
In-charge of all cameras and equipments..
Teaching some of da cameramen.
Anyways in short, i make sure all stuff is coordinate properly..

We got practice in da form of Saturday and Sunday services.
Setup da equipment on Sat afternoon(12.30-2).
Everything was ready when Saturday service start.
And so we roll out everything we have during those 2 days.
Heh,its a real stress for me during those 2 days..
But i appreciate the experiance.Can never get that no where else.

Finally, on the real night itself.After getting everything in place, I finally get to chill.
Michael,Tammy,Tammy's cousin and Gadiy made it. Just in time for refreshments too.
Hang out with them a while before the event starts.Grab a few bites to fill me a bit..

And then its da night itself.
A night of awesome singing and songs.
We had One in a Million winner Suki sang for us as well as Indonesian Idol 1st runner-up Tessie.
Tessie's in my church!!
We also had a few awesome totally inspiring people with us that night.
Ps Kenneth did a mini-breakdance or poping is it?heh but it was cool.
Went home a awestruck guy.My frens had a awesome time too and i'm happy.
I'm happy for everybody..
Cool...
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Yesterday, met up with Joel.
He said my name is kept brought up in his mind.
Asking bout how's my quiet time.
Then we talk.
Its true i havn't been doing well with my quiet time.
In fact after I started serving for church in ACTS TV quiet time has been a major concern to me.
Back behind my head its there bugging me when's i'm gonna do my quiet time.
Joel agreed to be the person i'm acountable to.
Now i've a mentor!! Yay!!
Please support me to do my quiet time ok?
I'll do my best for my quiet time..
Thanks.
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Musical Drama's practice is up and runnin for 2 days now..
Last one was Friday last week and Monday today.
All is well.the cast is doing well except for a certain individual.
I hope he's here for the next practice.
Realy trying to pack all into my head all da actor's and actress's lines,positions,postures and etc.
Oh well such life of a Acting Coordinator.
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Good Night.

Love Rumors..

A asked me today if i like her.
Apparently there're rumors flying around that i like her.(Like as in have feelings for..)
So what did i said?
Good thing i talk bout level of feelings of a person can have for the opposite sex.
Well i basicly told her:-
1)I've not told anyone that i like her specifically.
2)She is not my crush at the moment.(none actually)
[Crush as in i like someone to the point that i can hurt myself emotionally]
3)i'm just fond of her that all.
So basicly we agreed to stay as best friends.

As i got back, i can't stop thinking.
What did i do that got everybody talking about us?
Ok the truth is she has desirable qualities and very nice to be with.
I'm very comfortable just being with her.
If i hadn't control myself or my feelings i think i would have i've fallen for her already.
But the thing is i'm mature enough to think this through.
So basicly to put this is that i could let myself fall into crush with her but i wouldn't let it.
But its hard to do though.Sometimes i feel like to let myself fall into crush again.
But i won't do that.I refuse to hurt myself and to hurt any girl's feelings.

As the future may bring,i'll move into it finding my right girl from GOD.

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