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Hey i'm back for the holidays!!
Penang!!Food!!Girls...........none.
Not tat crazy bout it.
Valentines come and gone.
Stayed at home.Din even knew it came.
Got a Valentine msg though.
no its not a "love sms"
Its an "appreciation sms"
Thx!!

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Tot bout da thing called love for while.
I think love is self-gratifying.
Don't think so?
When the last time you love someone just because u love that person?
And not expecting something back?
Never happened?Good you're normal.
Each time you love someone,
you'll wanna (consciously/unconsciously) want something back.
Think...Tat time when u ever love someone.
What happened?
U wish tat person did something.Show u a sign.
A kiss?a hug?or even sex?
Ladies and gentlemen tats love.
But..
this's one way to look at it.
Love's heartbreakin when u dun get a response.
Love's heartbreakin when u get pushed away.
Love's heartbreakin when u can't give to get.
Love's heartbreakin when u want to but can't.
Love's heartbreakin when u find out its not love.
Love's heartbreakin when u can't love no more.

Yeah,i dun hav one and i dun think i'll wanna one anytime soon.
I dun think i'll need it soon anyways.
There's da possibility tat i'll neva hav one?
Then tats fate i guess.none of my business.
I've had it been push around by love.
Feelings not da way to live by.

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Ok tat sounds like i'm desperate for love thoroughly heartbroken.
i'm not, i assure you.At least tats how i feel bout love for now.
Heh..
Those still in love...No offence to u guys.
Appreciated it while it last.
Now i'll wanna concentrate loving tat GUY up there.
Then maybe i'll find something.

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Hmm..
I guess i'll comment bout various events in my life after this.
heh.look for it.