Last Words Before I.....

Start packin and start stayin near college..
Yup u heard it..Although a bit tad late by 2 years...
This is my pilgrimage until i've finished resitin all ma subjects(6).
Although i'll be home usually on Sat and Sun.
I hope this will help me in da exams which is in a month's time.
Hmm..i havn't start packin yet..so i'll to cut this short.
So this probably means i'll be online a lot less often.
So grab me if u want on Sat and Sun.

So long my PC,so long TV,Solong watever...
Ciau

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

Robots Premiere!!

Yes i watched "Robots"!! Today!! and Its free!! with Free drinks and popcorn!!
Yes!! its good..Its Funny..Its Sacastic(If U understand)..Hey!!I hate to spoil this but
STOP reading if u dun wan a Spoiler..Look Out For tat "Mickey" wannabe..
Plot's damn simple..Kiddy plot but if u r around Britney era till now..
U'll find plenty to relate 2..I'll hate myself for spoilin it for u...

So enough of tat..Wat now?of yeah latest updates..
Spose to go to work yesterday..
Ok although i hate to admit this but i was "convinced" by my mum to not go for it.
Had to call up to tell tat i'm not goin..was only convinced da day before..
Intended to go there and apologise but din wake up on time.So...no more excuses..
Felt bad the whole day..in fact i've neva felt so rotten da whole day!!...
I'm neva doin this again!!Argh!!

So wat i've been doin other than complain bout my life?...heh..
Could say i've been playin GBA games but it seems tat i've been hacking more than i play.I play a little then hack a lot.
This happened after i've got this nifty program..TSearch..
and understand how-to's of "unknown values"
GBA rom games are very easy and fast to hack..
Its just takes a lot of time to document everything.Mostly values..
Call me up if u need any tips on hackin games usin TSearch..

Tats all..Ciau..

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Yesterday, Today : Bringin Back The Pass...

Argh my legs are aching like crazy...
This is what u get for tryin out for a Badminton competition after you yourself hav stop playin after so long and recently just started playin again...
I hav to admit, there are good enough players in my college..
Well at least i beat da first team and proceed to the quarters..
and meet the Winner of the tournament..
Well we got our arse kick badlyby them...Its a doubles competition did i mention...
Tried playin a few games with my partner after..for singles..
got beaten but its probably due to my crammin leg..Which the result is like now..

Yesterday went to FGA's youth P&W concert..Realised somethin..
Heh even though i don wanna go to da front like i used to a few years back..
With a reason that i'm too old...or i felt old..can't feelin like this though.
After such a long time haven't been in the youth scene,really feel that i'm such out of place..
But anyways anyhow....the next thing i know,i'm in da front praisin and worshipin with the rest in front...i guess deep down i also wanna do wat i've used to do..
Also today,It felt young again.Yeah i know i'm only 20++ but i cant help feelin old you know.I guess this is what they call adulthood.huh..

PS:
last wed i scolded a class for wastin my time and being inconsiderate.
Really a terrible class.
i've taken photos of so many classes and this class manage to make me so angry.
But i manage to keep my anger from burstin overly.Only scolded them them without shoutin.Then return to my usual manner and directed the photo shoot as normal.
Relly thank God for that.Havn't been angry for sometime already.

Last week,i think i made my crush angry or irratated.
So i appologised X2.She gave hint tat she's in some kind of mess or somethin.
But she wouldn't tell.Guess i'm not in that level of trust yet.
Anyways i'm happy this week,we are still frens.
Even gave me her usual critism and sarcasm.Then we laugh bout it.
So we still hav a chance rite?I hav'nt lose that feelin yet.
Only time will tell.
God's timin.

Woke up late again..

Hell..
I woke up late again for my photography session for year 1s.
Woke up at 11am somethin while my 1st photosession is suppose to start at 10am.
Well tats who i am.can't even wake up to my preset alarm clocks(2)
Or maybe i'm 2 tired.so 11am rushin to get bath,dressed,get my mom to take me.
To cut a long story short,i still arived late enough to hav 7 missed classes.
Still a not to much an uneventfull day.
Full of kids wanna change their timeslot(much excuses).
Kids fussin on how should they look.
Kids who think they do better than a photographer who is lookin at them while they r standin in their rows.
Ah..Why did i do this job in the first place?Oh, i like photography!!Idiot.
Yeah,i do like but the only thing i can do is take photos of kids!!
I need a real photography job!!
Which is really hard hard to find and get.
Get this although it sounds braggy.I'm a good or should i say i'm a great photographer!!
If only i can show my best shots which are a lot from a recent event(Odessey Nite).
Hah wat can i say.i don't even have my own camera(my last broke).
Well pray and wish.Good nite.
Ciau..

What If..........?

What if a girl u hav feelins for suddenly ask you to forget bout her.
Throw away your feelins that u had for her for sometime now.
On a reason that she is not what she seems.
Should i throw my feelins, Feel the hurt and then move on again.
how is that so?
If feelins such as love is so easily thrown away,
would there be love that we hav seen today.
Some guys would be more than willin to throw their feelins and move on without hurtin.
But i'm not them some guys.
i've learn to cherish these feelins.Happiness,Sadness,Love,Regret.
Its how i learn again and again how to cherish these feelins.

Another Decision to make
whether to continue on to finish my resit my exams.
Another future decision which to go to Australia to work as a trainee Nurse(Dun Laugh).
And if its possible,i'll study Psychology there.
One decision,is to continue on.Finish what i started.
Which is in line with my personal principals.
Decision decisions.i'll let time tell then.
Only God can tell me on my decisions and feelins.
Thank You.

What is this Feelin?
This achin in my heart,
Only i can tell.

Tired Bored and findin work..

Haaah...
where did i left off..
Ah yes Cameron Highlands..i'm lazy to give an essay.
So point form!!
-Left my place at 6.15am(thought i was late)
-Reach there....Only 2 ppl was there.....(They're late)
-In the end we left around almost 7am.
-1st stop.Ipoh for breakfast..Damn smelly toilet can't stand it.
-On da way non-stop to Cameron Highlands!!
-Reach our destination at around 2pm i think.Greet da pastor.Check in da chalet.
-Off to lunch.(Bad naan bread(honey).half cooked with plastic in it.)
-Walk around where we had lunch.Went back around 4pm.
-Back.Bath and sleep.Woke up by noise of loud stompin and doors banging.
-Went out again to da church at 6.30pm.
-Reach da church at around 7pm.
-Got in,fix da Speakers.Tuning.done.
-Praise and worship by da "Orang Asli" youth there.
-So pass on to our side.Service till de end.
-After that,some performance by da youths there.
-Finish.Had some snacks.Then off we go.
-To hav dinner.Tat time is around 10pm ready.
-We finish around almost 12 i think.
-But dun think i eat much though coz i'm busy sms with ma crush.
(Oh!! wat happens when you hav confess to your crush but not steady yet but still frens?!)
-Anyways.Off we go on a bumpy,scary and rollercoaster ride home.(i wonder which home i'm goin to tat time)
-So here we are comin down from da hill in a quite poorly lighted area.
-There are rocks averywhere.Rainin.Just how scary is tat.
-All is over not soon enough.Argh din get any sleep at all.
-So it all ends with us gettin back at 4am in da mornin.
The end.

Ps:
Yesterday was a damn busy day.Photosession.Resit for 3.Gettin to college is da hard part.
Today went to Yvonne's College cell group.Fited in quite well.
Finished.Ciau